TIME TO FACE REALITY

HI

2010-12-24T01:33:00.000+08:00

bye.

Here to stay.

2010-02-26T19:32:00.003+08:00

I'm still going to keep this blog.
but not going to update it.
So, click Here.

Thanks & Byebye.

You have no clue, that I am falling for you.

2010-02-23T19:58:00.002+08:00

Exams. Exams. Exams.
two days left.
Faster come, faster go (!)

But wait, I'm not ready yet.

Boo me.

I miss Diyanah, I miss Fatin, I miss NZRAH outings. I miss the boys. I miss Safika. I miss the feeling of freedom after PMR. I miss our old conversations. I miss Siti.
Haven't talked to Siti for ages, our friendship ended just like that.

Ohyeah, not that you care but just fyi, I think I'mma create a new blog soon.
Byebye.

Chatroulette

2010-02-22T20:18:00.001+08:00

Lols Ignore my face

This guy actually made my day (Y)

2010-02-21T13:41:00.000+08:00

Exam's tomorrow and I need luck.

Byebye.

2010-02-19T01:29:00.002+08:00

2 days left and boom, you're off to penang, again.
Byebye secret teller/keeper, again.

ain't a bed of roses

2010-02-18T19:08:00.004+08:00

Exam's next monday. And i am restless. Shitless scared. I have studied, a bit. A bit as in very very lil. The boys are gone and I feel empty. I cant concentrate. I know it's only penilaian 1, but the teachers are still going to judge (?) base on the results kan? Ugh i need luck.

2010-02-16T23:35:00.002+08:00

The boys.

by tomrrow.

Gone.

Diy.

Today.

You're off to Seremban

I'm not ready to let you guys go.
Ughhhhh

Some things are better left unsaid

2010-02-14T00:28:00.004+08:00

School and outings without you guys? For real? I can't. I just can't.

I CAN'T IMAGINE SCHOOL LIFE WITHOUT YOU GUYS, HONESTLY.

2010-02-12T13:12:00.004+08:00

No more sitting in circles during recess? Hm.

Just know that,
You boys are the best, no doubt about it.
Thanks for everything, boys.
I hope you guys will like yr new school.
or if you don't come back to SP hehe >)
Okay, joking.
All the best.
I'm pretty sure you boys know by now that ;
I love you guys to bits and fyeah you guys will be missed.
I know I've done things which may annoy you or piss you off and all.
I am sorry.
Don't change yr number okay guys, kalau tukar wajib bagitau.
Tomorrow's the farewell party, and I'm sure all the tears are 'happy' to come out from my eyes. That sounds weird. But yeah.
So,

TOMORROW IS FREE HUGS DAY EVERYONE!

Before mrsm

2010-02-12T01:34:00.004+08:00

farewell party's this saturday, and problems / conflicts keep coming in.
Can we make it through? I don't know. I hope so.
Tomorrow's the last day i'll be seeing you boys at school.
Today sucked.
I just hope tomorrow will be better.

Yes lah, one day ni semua akan jadi kenangan.
Patience is virtue.

Sky Ferreira

2010-02-09T21:53:00.002+08:00

Cz' she's fcking awesome.

Look up

2010-02-04T19:53:00.000+08:00

Yes, it is time to face reality.

& it sucks.

So now,

2010-02-04T00:17:00.004+08:00

Thanks Ame and acap for teman-ing me for a while since my dad picked me up a bit late today.

And recess with you guys is the best, you guys make us feel alive :)

Like hani said in her blog, serious takleh bayang kan school life without you guys.

Memang susah la kan tak nangis evrday strting from Last Monday?
Mhm

Lol

2010-02-03T19:37:00.003+08:00

7:25pm Cemre
Iıı
can i tell u something
ıı
I..
I like U ::$
:):)

7:27pm ; Adilah
aww, as a friend? : )

7:27pm Cemre
nope:)
like a like you
:):)

7:27pm Adilah
oh wow awww
but you never even met me ;o

7:28pm Cemre
first see
:):)
you look so cute
:):)

7:29pmAdilah
Aw thanks, hey I gottogo. Byee :)

7:30pm Cemre
Okay bye, I love you :p

Hahhaa ^o)

Hi kemilau

2010-02-03T15:44:00.005+08:00

' YES APA LU MAU?!'

Hahahhahahahahahahahhahahah Zue and the 4 Sopanians know what I'm talking about.

2010-02-02T21:01:00.001+08:00

Credits to Najman.

Till death do us apart :')

Forever and always.

2010-02-02T13:45:00.007+08:00

I look fugly what who cares, ahha

" Korang takyah la nangis lagi do, simpan " - Bayazid
" Dahh, kau jangan nangis lagi okay sekarang? " - Syahey
etc.

How can I not cry knowing that you guys will no longer be in Sp.
Habis ah sekolah dah tak Hepps takde korang.
Tah la Ilyas my one and only bio parner secret keeper and story mate pun dah gone to Penang. A friend like you is hard to find weh Ilyas.

Who's gonna complain ' ye laa aku mana handsome', but the fact is that you areee. Kau tah la secret keeper aku, dgn siapa aku nak share share? Ilyas pun dah pg Penang. Haih.
Who's gonna cerita dengan semangat gila, cerita simple pun tapi layannn. Who's gonna bring me back sos cili mcd. Who's gonna give us free ice cream when we go to mcd in klcc?
Who's gonna mintak 1 buck during recess? Who's gonna bajet baik deny tak shisha tapi mmg kalau keluar kiterang shisha? Who's gonna act serious padahal main main? Who's gonna nyanyi jiwang songs time karaoke? Tah la kawan dari kecik dulu. Who's gonna tegur if kita buat jahat, siapa nak tegur kalau aku minum diri lagi dekat class?
& alot of other stuff. Kebanyakan korang kwn dari 1m dulu kan, time aku comel lagi diam nak mati tu hhee

Mr Baskar said in class tadi ' kamu nak ke kawan kawan kamu pg sana dengan rasa sedih? Kamu mesti nak dierang happy kan'

Yes I know, sorry for being so jiwang.
But you guys are part of my life.
I mean it.
Tak tipu.

heh 2 weeks je tinggal nak lepak dgn you guys.
Korang yg buat sekolah rasa alive.
Habis la lepas ni Sp = (N)
mhm

Sayang korang weh, and I'll miss you guys. For. Sure.

Sorry for my bahasa rojak.
I may rewrite this post in English whenever I feel like it.

Macam macam

2010-01-27T13:07:00.005+08:00

Hii,

As you all know I didn't go to school today. I hhate skipping school. I used to be so happy not going to school, but I'm in form four, new subjects, new chapters. I missed mod maths and physics today. Let's hope I will be able to catch up.

So far life has been dull. Form 4's not a honeymoon year fr sure. It's hectic.
That's why I haven't been blogging, I've nothing interesting to blog about.

I wonder, how can people live with lying, lots and lots of lying. To get accepted in the 'in' group? Blahh that's pathetic. To make yourself feel better? How? Knowing that people go wow because of the untrue things you told em? This is not personal, I'm not pointing fingers at anyone. I just know that people like ^ exist.

I also wonder how can some people live with being an unacceptable bit*h. I mean really, making fun of someone till they cry their eyes out? Making them feel like they're useless, worthless ? & knowing that , that certain people doesn't even feel a tad guily doing what they're doing. That is just sick.

Like I said, I am not pointing fingers at anyone. This is just how I feel.
& I've nothing to blog about, so why not blog about things that aren't related to my life?
Hah hah.

2010-01-27T11:26:00.003+08:00

I didn't go to school today. So that means, I've skip 2 days of school in January. So much for wanting perfect attendance. Stomachache stomachache stomachache. I do eat, so please don't tell me it's gastric :(

2010-01-26T00:37:00.003+08:00

Hi bloggers.

I'm going to sleep v soon, before that, I want to tell you guys that ..

MY BABY PIXIE IS WEIRD.
hahaha she once ate bread with durian, pisang goreng, roti canai, roti cheese, fries, kerepek etc.

Okay, gooodnight.

If you're feeling down, just know that I'm around

2010-01-24T23:30:00.007+08:00

Things aren't looking up these past few weeks. Something's distracting me, I don't really know what. Okay, I have one, or maybe two reasons why I should be happy / excited about. I am. But the downs are more than the ups. This has got to stop. I mean, really.

You boy, are going to get it from Him. For making my friend suffer, for using her, for making her ccry

Tomorrow's Monday : a school day.

I better get some sleep,
I need someone to teach me addmaths, maths, physics.

Sys.

I could spend forever hoping but it doesn't change anything.

2010-01-18T18:24:00.007+08:00

Hi,

School was tiring. A lil bit of bromine solution spilled on Amira's finger while doing some Chemistry experiment. Sss-cary. I hope her finger's okay :/

Went to school again at 2+, went for the choir audition. I didn't know WE, as in the choir members last year had to audition too. Knowing me, singing solo infront of people / judges - a no no. So I backed out. My loss.

Honestly, I am so unsure of myself. I am no where near, whaddya call that, er hm confident. That sucks, big time. It's slowly killing me. Yes I admit, this 'issue' of mine is starting to bug me like fcuk.

I feel pathetic.

Yes I don't usually share my feelings here, personal, personal. but hey, this is my blog, my so called diary. Soyeah I just feeeeel like typing it all out. Sekali sekala tak salah.

Well, got to finish my bio notes and other homework.
Sys.

You're an equation to solve.

2010-01-16T13:04:00.007+08:00

Hey bloggers.

I can tell that you find blog - dead.
honestly do I even have readers? excluding my close friends that is.

Lol okay, Im going to blog about yesterday. It was one hell of a good day for me.

Went to school. According to my class timetable, PJK's on every friday. So I thought like ' Cikgu ckp ada pj, confirm ah ada pj'. Soo I wore my PJ attire. When I arrived, I saw Arifah, the class monitor in school uniform. I was like 'uh ow'. As I entered my school, everybody was lining up and there were prefects holding some signboard. Then Syahey laughed

'asal kau pakai baju pj do?'
'Harini mmng takde pj ke?'
'Hahha yea, tday kan ada agm apatah'
'fcuk'

I think you can guess, I kinda freaked out. Rushed to see Najat to ask her to accompany me to the ladies to change into my school uni. I had to beg my junior ( I was a prefect once ), I had to beg her to let me in to the toilet, pshh. Okay glad that it was all over. I'm in the photography club btw. As Pn Chua describes it, sounds very interesting indeed.

Mm okay scratch that.

After school, Najat, Hani, Zue and I went to Erna's house. Ate mee curry which was real yummy (Hey it rhymes!). Haha okay, 30 minutes later, Izzy joined us. We sat outside her house under the sun, with umbrellas. Haha nice. Then we just couldnt stand the sun anymore, we went in to talk about the musical theater. Amir ( Erna's boyf ) came for a while. It was fun actually, talking, making jokes and do silly stuff like making funny noises out of the blue. I miss that. I also miss sleeping over at Erna's with Yaya last year. Ahha okay.

So we, as in hani, najat and I walked to Najat's house. Amir joined us as well cause his house is near najat's house. Izzy & Zue went back earlier btw. You know the bar across the road to Najat's house, Najat, the smartypants, influenced Amir to pull it down. And he did. And the bar fell. Hahahhaha it was so funny I tell you! there was a motorcycle & two cars ( or more) headed our way. We were like ow shit, run. The motor and the cars had to stop. It was like a roadblock. Hahaha I swear. The entertainment for the day. Funny ass. Hha Amir even talked to his neighbour's dog. Er okay, Amir went home and we arrived at najat's. when we were there, we created a song. It's not finished yet but it's nice. Hehhe.

Then went home, dadidahdada, smething happened that made me smile dadiadaa. Heee

Conclusion : A very good day for me & I love my friends. Lol

That's it fr tday. Laterr

Cameron Highlands,

2010-01-11T20:09:00.007+08:00

Strawberries with whipped cream, so yummy ♥

Cherries, nyum

One bigass Cempedak!

Some of the pictures I / my brother / a stranger took in CameronH.
&just to tell you that I can tranfer pictures from my cam now hihi

But we're still stuck in these walls

2010-01-09T00:24:00.009+08:00

Hii.

I haven't touched my homework. I've a long essay to do, a lot of counting to do, a lot of reading to do, a lot of researching to do.

I'll finish it by tomorrow night, insyaAllah. I might be going to Klcc tomorrow with ze friends. Pray that i'll get well soon, soon as in today before the clock strikes 2.oopm (im having a flu, and my throat is kinda sore). Lol. The main reason we're going there is to visit Ame. He's working at mcd, he promised Hani and I he'll give us free ice cream. Yay. I have no idea what to wear tomorrow. I need new clothesssssss. Yes, i'm being a typical girl here. Haha.

I'm planning to buy a new phone. Hmm what do you think of Samsung Corby? Sony c903? Sony T707? Or if you're nice enough, recommend me some good phones that is less than 1k k? iPhone's so interesting and tempting but booohooo no thanks, ~~$$$~~.

Oyeaa guys, Saosin's coming here. 1st of Feb. 8pm. Kuala Lumpur. How the hell am I going to go. So disappointed :'(

later

Oyea,

Would it be okay if I take your breath away?

2010-01-07T23:38:00.009+08:00

Hi, miss me? Guess not. Lol.

Today's the 4th day of school. I'm okay with my class. Altho Hani Acap Haziq moved to sub science. So now Fatin Syazlin's sitting beside me, she's sososoososo quiet. Alina's sitting infront of me, goood. Atleast I've a girlfriend. And the boys - Ame, Ilyas, Bayam. So i'm quite happy, for now. Subjects i've learned - Addmaths ( So far so good, for now that is ), Physics (Idk, chapter one's not that important right so it's okay), Mod maths ( so far so good! ), Sejarah, Bm, Bi. Form 4's a lot diff than form 3. I'm pretty scared, with the essays and all. Lols wish me luck. Today's Hakeem's birthday, so Happy Birthday!

Er okay, idk i'm not feeling well. So ttyl soon. Ohyeah I still haven't finished my addmaths hw. Eeeh

School's too cool, and you're a fool

2010-01-04T23:38:00.003+08:00

I feel depressed, it's almost 12 now. And I planned to sleep early, by 11+. Bullshhh.

This will be a very short post fyi.

Today's the first day of school. It was okay, but dull. I'm in 4m, yeah pure science. A lot, I mean a lot of students who got pure wanted to change their stream. Including my close friends that is in 4m - Hani, Acap or mybe some more.

And i'm pretty sure most of my friends that are in the same class will be accepted to go to mrsm / asrama. So say hi to Adee form 1 (quietlikefffffcuktu), in class that is. Who will accompany me to go to the ladies. As you all know I am a scaredycattt. Aha something happened lastyear or 08 if im not mistaken at the toilet. Ghost-ish incident I guess. So yeaaaaaa. You get it.

I don't know whattt to expect this year other than I will be a loner in class. Yay.

Made me laugh too

2010-01-04T18:14:00.001+08:00

Tonight is for you to let go.

2010-01-03T20:31:00.003+08:00

I know it's like effing late but --

My new year celebration was superbbbb, (-) the part where i couldn't meet my schoolmates at mcd. Celebrated at Curve, well yeah overall the best new year celebration everrr for me.
Went for a short holiday - Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Went to cameron. It was cooolllddd. But I like cold. Hahhaa k, something happened. Yeap very interesting(?) holiday for sure.

School's starting tomorrow. I forgot to wash my shoes. Idk where the heck is my school uniform. Hahaha i'm so ready for school. Not.

Happy Schooling everyone!

2010-01-01T13:48:00.004+08:00

THIS MADE ME LAUGH,

Hahhahahhahaha.

Well, if you don't find it funny, shutup and you're lame.

2010-01-01T02:53:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry, it's not that easy

2009-12-31T19:14:00.003+08:00

Hi!

Today's 31st, so that means when the clock strikes 12am ... 2010!

So okay, I'm going to curve to celebrate. With Diyy and her sisters since Diyy's going to Seremban tomorrow. So yeah, today's the last day ill be seeing her for atleast three months?
:/
My other friends are going there too, hm.
Yeah btw

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

The sad part is that I feel like we are drifting apart.

2009-12-28T17:21:00.008+08:00

No new how to greet people in diff laguages today, too.

Hi,
I read Hani's blog. Sad to say, yeah I feel the same way too. We haven't gone out for ages. Okay maybe the holidays are the cause for this. You you you have your own plans. & I have plans, too. Like today, you and you invited me to join you guys to go to Akarkarya, but I don't think I can go there anymore. I already explained why. Let's go to Ou/ sunway or wherever. As long as I'm free & I have transport then I can absolutely go. Unless something comes up. Holidays are coming to an end. School's starting real soon. Different classes, yes, but please make sure that we sit together during recess. I'm pretty sure you know you you you means who.

Oh guys. I am not, I repeat not making excuses or any bullshh kay?
For whatever reason la i'm avoiding you guys? Thats a total bullshit.
It's up to you guys to believe me o' not.

Be good to me now & make sure to bow.

2009-12-27T23:57:00.014+08:00

Sorry guys, you are not gonna learn any new 'how to greet people in diff languages' today
honestly, like you care right

So hi,

Today's the 27th, okay it is almost 12am so it's going to be the 28th of December -- Fyi ; I typed November at first. See, time flies like a mad bird. That means ; 4 more days to New Year, 4 more days to meet 2010 ( Please behave pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaase please )

2009 is not really a good year for me. With Pmr and whatnots. 2009 ain't a horrible year, no. It's just that it's pretty dull. Nothing interesting happened. Well, that's a lie, but it's nothing big. Not going to tell you. hihi.

I haven't been going out lately, been staying at home. Was supposed to go to Baby Diana's bday party at Bangsar today, but I changed my mind. The car ain't ready yet. Bummerx7. I want to go to Baling real bad. I miss my kampung like real bad. My dad said if the car's ready by tomorrow he's going to take the family for a short vacation. InsyaAllah. New year's this Wednesday. Prolly going to celebrate it with Diyy and her family at curve. Kalau tak jadi then i've no plans, sobs.

Oh god, give me someting new to do. Someting interesting. I want a new hobby.

Can't you tell I have nothing to blog about, aha right
Later xx

Notice the clock ticking? Cuz' my heart can't stop beating.

2009-12-25T22:01:00.007+08:00

Hi,

I am currently having a headache. So don't mind me if there's any obvious grammatical error. Thanks, you rock.

So yeah, 2009 is coming to an end. Like wtf right? No doubt that this year is dull. VERY DULL.
Okay, minus worldstage & TAAR hehe ♥. This thing called PMR practically ruined my year, no, almost all of the 15-year- olds in Malaysia. Lol. So much for ' starting from January 09, I am going to be a nerd'. That was a total bullshhh. But ehehey, now everything's over, byebye pmr, and we already got out results. As you know, I didn't get straight A's. Bummer. I didn't beat my brother. Bummer. I got 6A's and 2B's. B for KH and Agama. I was upset I got a B for agama. Really. I aimed A. I alwas get an A, for agama that is. This is what I get for studying agama -- form 1 2 3 chapters last minute. Yeah honestly, when people asked me ' you aim berapa A ?' I answered that I really don't know. We'll just see la. Honestly, I only aimed for two, Geo and Agama. The two papers that I found quite easy.

Ofc I'm happy that my results are better than what I expected. Thankyou Allah swt. Thankyou parents. Thankyou to everyone who believed in me, really. I'm happy that I proved some of them wrong. Yes, I broke down twice to be exact. Because of 'them'. two people. one of them said ' how are you going to succeed if you keep acting this way?'. I broke down because, the thing is, I kinda worked my ass off, and he didnt see it. All he could see were my flaws. I cried like fcuk. And this one teacher, asked me what stream I am going to take for next year. I said pure science. She then gave me the look and asked about my midterm results. It wasnt that good, especially my maths and science. She gave me that 'huh-as-if-you-can-hahaha- look. I broke down. But thankgod, I proved them wrong. Alhamdulillah. I am realllyy grateful. Evrything's over now. Time for a new start, 2010. Time to turn over into a new leaf. No more studying last minute. InsyaAllah.

I'm pretty sure I'm having pms, because I'm feeling down. I should be happy. But I'm down. See? I hate pms.

Again, sorrry if there's any error. Sys.

Satisfaction,but a brand new laptop is now out of the question

2009-12-24T12:04:00.005+08:00

I didn't get straight As, minus two to be exact
you do the math
But, I am still grateful, Alhamdulillah :)

congrats to all of my friends too, lets celebrate xx

My brother was asleep, I went in to his room to take the laptop. He was all groggy ofc.

*opens the door
Mother : Don't you have something to ask ya?
Abg : Ha whattt
Mother : What day is it today?
Abg : OH, all the best ya
Mother and me : hahahah ABG YA DAH AMBIK PUN LA!
Abg : Oh, how?
Ya : Mulut abang masin do
Abg : Mhhmmm 6?
Ya : Yeap
Abg : Thanks!

He got 7 As for his pmr, I got 6. Happy la diaa. Hahahha .

Tomorrow's the 'big day', don't runaway.

2009-12-23T23:26:00.006+08:00

Hi, watched Avatar today with my mom and brother in 3D

THE BEST MOVIE OF THEE YEAR FO SHO!

Anywho, gooodluck pmr candidates. Wait who needs luck, the results are out, it aint going to change anything. Keep yr head up, whatever results you get, you are not a loser. Im effffin scared myself to be honest.

I sound so lame, but whatthell right. Goodnight!

Everything's just wonderful,

2009-12-22T00:51:00.009+08:00

Minus the pmr-ers will get their results in two days time part

Salvete! Yay now you know how to greet people in Latin

So Yeah hi, watched Santau today with Diy, Jee, Alyia and Diy's brother. Actually, there was a free screening for Alvin and The Chipmunks 2 at Tropicana Mall, but the jam was horrible. We planned to go 1 hour early to line up, but blame the jam, we arrived 30 minutes early. Fyea, the queue was like ___________________ Lol wait, it is not like ____ < - fill in the blanks, that's an example of the line, har har. Okay whateves, you get it. So we decided to go to SunwayP. Met up with Jee and Alyia. Er okay I can tell that you are confused. Explanation : Diy's brother, Diy, and I , the three of us went to Tropicana Mall at first, Jee and Alyia were at sunway. Since we had to say bye bye to our free tickets, we decided to go to Sunway and join them. Okay? Clear? Sorry if you still don't get it.

Ooo-kay back to the story ;

When we arrived at SunwayP, we bought our tickets, and ate at KFC. Had the snack plate. & you know, they don't serve us on plates already, how sad. Jee and Alyia joined us at KFC, joked around and off we go to Diva. Diy wanted to buy the lip balm(s), they were having a promotion. Yknow -- three yummy lip balms for 19 bucks. I already have the strawberry one, it smells like candy. Every time you sniff it you feel like eating it. No joke, hehe. Okay then bought popcorn and off to the movie. The movie was surprisingly okay, not greatt like reallly really good, but yeah. Had goosebumps. So it is not really a waste if you watch it in theatres, because I'm pretty sure you won't get the same, err feeeling if you buy a dvd and watch it at home. Unless you have a real big plasma in your house and an awesome sound system then.. go ahead.

When you barely know me, I bet you will judge me as a very quiet + shy person, but I'm kinda loud once you get to know me know me ( yes I typed it two times, no mistakes there) -- The movie ended like around 11, so the mall was quite empty. I said quite, not totally empty. The Four musketeers, lolmuch ( Diy, Jee, Alyia and me ) held hands and jumped/ ran like I just found out that oliver sykes is sleeping over at my house and he begs you to go on tour with him in UK. Ha-ha-ha. Ookay that was random. but I had a goood time today. I miss Diy.

I miss hanging out with my other friends too.

So okay, sys :)

They're all amazing, makes you want to swing.

2009-12-20T01:05:00.003+08:00

How nice if I live in the us -- so that I can go t0 Warped Tour 2010.
Google the bands that will be performing.

Bring Me The Horizon, Never Shout Never, The Rocket Summer, Pierce The veil, Breathe Carolina etc etc etcccccc. They are all my my fav bands. No fair. Why can't they have warped tour in Malaysia.

Ohyeah, Paramore's coming to Singapore, sheeeet laaa. Siapa baik blanja la tickets and all please pretty please? :'(

On behalf of my family

2009-12-19T18:18:00.003+08:00

I'M BACKKKKK!
Hhahaha foooled ya, no, was on the way but didn't even reach Baling because of the car.
The car suddenly went lelong and the steering wheel were practically shaking.

So you get it, so now I'm at home. I was so looking forward to go to my kampung. Really.

I'm fcking pissed, the car was just fine before we send it for service.
and the car now buat macam macam hal.

fcuk tht shop.

Again, this thing spoils everything.

2009-12-17T13:28:00.011+08:00

You know what, tak jadi.Will be back on the 23rd

ATTENTION PMR-ers,

We will be getting our results on the 24th

ahahahhahfcukhahahahahahdamnhhahahahhelp
*Just got the news from Bernama

2009-12-16T20:58:00.002+08:00

I am off to Baling & -- some place else, will be away for a week or two

Byeee & if anything do update me / msg me / call me

(:

2009-12-16T02:22:00.002+08:00

GIMMEE

Money Hugger no more? Wrong.

2009-12-16T00:29:00.012+08:00

Mbote! yay now you now how to say hello in Lingala.

My pc crashed, wait no, not a pc but a laptop. And no, not mine, ours, I'm sharing this laptop with my whole family. Well yeah okayyy, so they installed a new windows. So now, everything from pictures, etc --- GONE.

I woke up at 12.40 today, got ready to go to out with Fatin, ou to be exact. Her brother picked me up at 2+. We arrived like around 3 ? Played bowling, I sucked at first, Fatin was good, but but but I managed to catch up *smiles wideelyyy. Hehehhee, She won tho, by two points. but stillll, hehe. Ate at Baskin, well I don't think ate is the proper word to use. Lol okay nvm, Fatin ordered the shake, it costs 16 bucks zz, but it was yummy. Well I had the, oh F- I forgot. Somehow I got confused, I didn't know there was a small cup, so I asked for the regular cup. Added some oreo topping yumyum, fcking fattening ergh. Lol okay, I couldn't finish, because the choc was so rich, what a waste. Kalau order small kan just nice tsk. Then we watched The Princess & The frog --- was a bore. A typical typical Disney movie, well for me at least. Some of you may enjoy it tho. Oh and najat if you are reading this, nvm don't worry, whenever we go out, i'll watch this movie again with you. Then went to Cotton On, bought two tops, went to Padini concept store bought one top, Fatin bought the exact same top, but diff colour, we always do that, lolll. Lastly, went to this phone shop, bought earphones. Hehehhee, I'm thinking of buying the Samsung Corby phone, it's cheap for that kind of phone yknow * I do need a new phone nyways. What do you guys think? :) Lol okay back to the story. So, her brother picked us at around 8++?, and arrived at around 9.

Lol okay, I know this post is like so-ooo boring, so straight forward and yeah, nvm, I had a good time today, that is all that matters :D

Sys

Get me a kitty for my birthday lol

2009-12-14T02:20:00.005+08:00

LOOK AT ITS TUMMY!

Okay, minus these lol!

Last but no least,

hehehehe goood thing ive my pixie <3

You're tired, so am I.

2009-12-12T23:20:00.009+08:00

kaixo (kai-show)! Yay now you know how to say hello in Basque.

It's Saturday night and there's nothing good on tv. That sucks. I did pretty much nothing today, Kak minah came and gave me a good massage (y). She made my day, she said that i've lost weight and she even asked me to gain some more weight. No, to those of you who never met me in real life, I am not under weight / too skinny or whatsover. That's her opinion, but yeah. I'm still smiling, hihi. I threw pixie's (my cat) poo just now, while doing that, I turned on the radio to add some sparkle ( HAHA WTF) -- Fly fm + Saturday night = Techno mania = wrong timing. Eeeh, techno is just not for me. Electro, fine. but. not. techno. Gives me headaches. Sorry. I am not interested in clubbing and stuff. but a lil fun girl night out doesn't hurt, not like partying-hard-all-night-till-you-get-drunk type of night. Heheh, sorry if you find me too lame.

So pmr-ers, when exactly are we going to get our results? 28th or 27th? So confusing, eeh. I dreamt of my results yesterday, yikes. Okay, I am a worrier, take note i didn't typo-ed. Worrier, not Warrior. but whateves right? As long as you know you did your best, and your parents are 100% on your side , that is all that matters right? :)

I find that life is unfair at times, I'm sure a lot of you agree. I have my reasons and you have yours. I tend to compare myself with others. And sometimes it brings me down. Really. It's frustrating. I do try my best to not care what other people think of me, but it doesn't work. Most of the time I care, but ada la sekali sekala like lantak ah dierang kan.

Everybody's different, nobody's perfect, everybody has flaws, everybody makes mistakes. So I am that everybody, and I am that nobody. So are you. Right

Eh my dad just made vico tabur for me yay!

lol kay
Mm sys?

Interesting

2009-12-12T00:57:00.006+08:00

Click for a larger picture.

I gooogled 'adylala' for fun, and i found this
Look at the date, this was posted last year by one of the juniors I guess.

I don't know you girl, but you are forgiven? lol (?)

I hope you sleep in a perfect memory

2009-12-11T17:51:00.007+08:00

Aqui! Yay now you know how to say hello in Mohican.

I'm not feeling too good at the moment. My nose hates me, ahaha. If you read my previous post on trying to change and become more 'rajin' -- FAIL. Hahaha woke up at 1.15 pm today, ate and then went to Fendi and ordered Lai Chee Kang Kelapa Laut (y). And the only chore I did today was to fold the blankets. Then went upstairs ; watched tv, and here I am, blogging. Okay, but i'm not feeling well, so I guess that's a good excuse? Ha-ha-ha.

I went to Saji for lunch yesterday, and saw my long lost bestfriend's brother -- Syed Hasan and I forgot the younger brother's name. My llbf's ( longlostbestf ) name is Sharifah Shifa Algadrie.It has been 4 years since I last saw/ met her. & yes, I miss her. I still remember her birthday, 24th october. She gave me a notebook for my 11th birthday. I still have it with me. I doubt she'll read this tho.

Another llbf of mine is Fatimah Az-zahra. She moved to Perak, but we used to send letters to each other asking "how are you and what's up" and stuff. Then we stopped, blame me. I don't know why it is so hard for me to get my butt up to the post office. She's like reallyyyy nice. We became close friends when we were in std 2. We shared secrets, she taught me how to save money by creating our own notebook. Well no, not really. She kinda got angry when I copied her idea, she forgave me anyway p: I have her myspace yea, but she's changed now, not in a bad way fyi.

I miss them. I miss my friends. I miss everyone!

Sys.

New year, New you?

2009-12-11T02:29:00.003+08:00

Starting from tomorrow, I will Try to be more Rajin. Gotta prepare myself for 2010! Being organized next year : A MUST.

Hahhahahaa wish me luck

What's up? Try to buck up.

2009-12-11T01:28:00.002+08:00

Loll whatteeff

I'm not a big myspace fan, but what the hell is wrong with myspace. What is Tom trying to do?
My profile - not me commenting - some random dude.

Ohyeah, Saosin's coming to Malaysia. I really hope I can go

Night!
I want oreo :(

Time will tell how far you'll go

2009-12-09T14:45:00.010+08:00

Sabaidee! yay now you know how to greet people in Lao.

This candy is like, reallll realll yummy!

I just watched The Suite Life On Deck and Hannah Montana on Disney, made me laugh, ooh my brother joined watching Zack and Cody too, for awhile. Lol okay that was random.

So, how are you guys doing? Enjoying the holidays so far? Life after pmr is great. Somedays are boring, but not as boring as knowing that you've a big exam to face. Heh heh. Lol okay, My family and I are prolly going to Baling (My kampung) next week, yay! I miss my kampung, really. The environment here compared to there is like, er hm when you're wearing a coat on a reallyyy cold day and when you're wearing a coat on a really hot hot day. No, I am not talking/comparing about the weather if you're wondering. You get what I mean, right? No? Whateves.

Oh and maybe we're going on a holiday to somewhere after that, not sure where yet tho. Any where's fine with me, I miss staying at hotels, or .. motels? Hahhaa but yeah you get my point. Results (PMR) will be out very soon, that means school's near. Aww bummer. Well, actually, I kinda can't wait for school? Don't ask me why, I'm so weird geez. I'll be a total lonely girl next year in class, lol minus recess. Mm I don't really mind, I think. I have my books to accompany me hahahaaha that sounds wrong. I meant story books.

It's almost 1am and I am going to sleep real soon.
So sys?

p/s : I still need new clothes but I got my notebook for next year! Oh and a new diary book too, thanks brian :D

Somewhere weakness is our strength

2009-12-07T14:13:00.002+08:00

Hey, sup?

Zue, Izzy, Hani are prolly at akarkarya right now, jamming. I was supposed to go but again, I can't. Sheez.

I slept at 2.30am yesterday (yea, I've a habit of sleeping late at the mo) & woke up at 10.30am. 8 hours of sleep, but still, my eyes are betraying me right now. I still feeel like sleeping. Boo me eyes. Lol, I am currenty reading this book, dark visions, so far so goood. I think I need to start reading malay novels, lol yknow, to improve on my bahasa. Because really, my bahasa is o-kay (?), but not that good. I am actually very happy + excited + satisfied ++ a lil bit worried (O-kay, maybe not a lil, lol) right now. What a nice combination, hey?

I kind of can't wait to buy a new notebook for next year [yea for writing notes and stuff] for school. I have this thing for notebooks you see? *hihi.

Okay I'm crapping because I'm bored. Sys!

Wait till I put a sparkle in your eye

2009-12-07T00:49:00.005+08:00

Heyy sup,

Zue invited me to go to akarkarya at 2pm today, couldn't go because of 'something something', she knows, that's all that matters, lol. Abang ordered pizza (pi) for breakfast, nyumnyum*. Then did pretty much nothing, onlined, youtubed and what nots. Then Diy called, her sister wanted to shop some stuff in Sungai Wang. Since the workers [don't ask] had gone home, I can finally go out. Her sister's friend picked me up at around 6 ( I know so late right ). Arrived at around 7, and went to this shop. The shirts are horrible, really. But the jeans + leggings + bags are to die for, most of them that is, and they're cheap too! Oh here's the sad part, i. forgot. to. bring. extra. money. So i ended up buying only one bag. There's this bag, it's really nice. Usually the price for that particular bag is like 50++ and above, i feel like crying -- the bag costs like only 26 bucks. Fcuk, and I only had 20 bucks left. How pathetic is that. Oh nevermind, at least i bought one bag that I realllyy like. Right? No? Shutup.

Then we ate at this wrapz-alike shop, had chicken & cheese, nyumnyum*. And Diy's lil sister, somehow always attracts dudes. You know, the worker from the stall drew a heart shape pattern using the mayonnaise on the food, and gave it specially to her. Hahahha?

I need new clothes, really.
Bye, sys!

You go up, then you do down down down.

2009-12-03T21:30:00.004+08:00

I'm so sick of my layout to tell you the truth, it's a typical blogger layout I know.
One day I'll change my layout, one day, i'll change my header as well.
Right now I know my header is like oh so simple, but yeah.
Who cares, I know you don't.

I haven't been updating my blog, I don't even know if I still have readers, but you know, Imma still keep posting stuff. Ha-ha.

Life's been okay, life's like a roller coaster, full of ups and downs. I don't know who wins right now, the ups, or the downs. Ha- ha.

I went to One Utama yesterday with my friends. Watched New Moon, sorry Jacob, I still gogagaallover for Edward ♥, really, whenever he pops up and stuff, I'll be totally in my girlygirl mood, you know like OHMOGODAAAAAAAAGAGAGA-ish mode. Hehe don't mind me. New Moon's better than Twilight, yea, but the ending makes everyone goes crazy. I still haven't read Twilight nor New Moon. I will, soon. Can't wait for eclipse. I had okay-but- not- so-okay time yesterday, full of dramas.

Okay, moving on ;

I applied for a job! They said they'll call if anything, wish me luck? I applied two days ago, no calls from them, yet. Aw, I need cash. I am a money hugger, really. Like yesterday, yea I had more than enough money to buy a beanie (yeap, still into beanies) at forever 21, it's only like 25 bucks. I didn't buy it tho, sayang sangat duit nak spend. Is it a good thing? Maybe? No? Er okay.

I am learning to play the guitar, slowly. Slow, as in very slow. It's okay better slow than nothing right [ My bad, i've been slacking hehe ] . I am no where near giving up. I'm getting better at strumming, I think. I know guitar's hard in the beginning, but I'm not going to stop trying / giveup. But hey, if your birthday's coming I can play the happy birthday song for you! *lollll

Ill update again soon, sys (see you soon)

I'm a panda but you're not, you only have panda eyes

2009-11-29T02:55:00.002+08:00

Gahhh so cuteyummylicious looking riiiiiight ♥

Make it everyday,

2009-11-28T01:36:00.004+08:00

Me ; Abang omg Kids - mgmt dah ada dkat fly!
Abg ; Gila tak best do, nak dgr jap
Abg ; ... YA, ni D.A.N.C.E - justice la
Me ; Eh? LOL ha'a, ya selalu confuse
Abg ; zzz

Lol.

Okay, today's Hari Raya Aidil Adha, so Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to you guys :)

I had a good day today. Clever me, I slept at 3am yesterday. Ended up waking up at around 7.45am, bathed and all. I missed the Hari Raya prayers, heh. The whole family gathered for breakfast, my brother and I ate hotdogs and my parents ate lemang with rendang. Hehe, kay then got ready to go to Am's house. We arrived at around 11+. We were the first, hah hah. Ate Nasi Impit with Rendang, then watched TV for a while. Then the others came. Titi brought Ayam Masak Merah and rendang mix of daging and paru. Am cooked the Nasi Tomato and korma daging as well as daging rendang. My mom brought fruit cocktails for dessert. Tati brought' lontong'. Yeah I ate againnn, i mean who can resist their cooking, hehh heh.
Wawa and Aleen told some real life experiences ; ghost stories. Scared the hell out of me I tell you, really. Wawa saw a 'puchong' just infront of her bed, looking at her and the best thing is, her friend, who was sleeping over, saw the thing tooo. Aleen and friends saw something like 'puntianak' infront of her house. There's some more, but too scary to think/rewrite about them, heh. I can imagine, if that happened to me, ohmygosh zz i'd be traumatised. I'm a scaredy cat, I can't deny that. Eeeh! Then we [Wawa, Aleen, Wan , my brother and I ) watched Jurassic Park, yeah it's and old movie but it reminds me of those sweet sweeet good old times.
Mm yeah we got back at around 3+, I slept for quite some time, bak kata abang ' 10 mins la sgt. Najat called, I havent seen her for ages, ceh, but yeah, grr I miss you la pikachu.

Okay, after Maghrib, we went to Hanan's house. Played PS2 [ Bloody Roar, and K.O.F ], it's like our routine, everytime we go to his house or everytime he comes to our house, we'd play PS2. Hanan's mom cooked Nasi Daging + rendang ayam, dalca daging etc and I ate, again, but not much. Altho it was yuhmyyyy. I ate a lot today, gulp.

I think that's about it, like i said, I don't know how to elaborate stories to make it more interesting. Forgive me for that, overall today was good. See you later xx.

Sometimesss

2009-11-26T20:31:00.007+08:00

click on the picture for a better view.

I feel so proud, I know it's pathetic but buttt. I submitted this, and 92 notes yo. Hehe Taa.

Welcome to the real world honey

2009-11-26T02:13:00.003+08:00

Raise your hand if you can relate to this

Hey, sup bloggers?

I don't feel goood. I don't even know why, okay maybe I do. I've been listening to emo songs lately. Omg right. I feel so empty without my phone somehow. I am on a mission, what mission? Nah not going to tell you guys. I really want to work, I need cash but aiyo complications here and there. Really, I've nothing to blog about. Aaaah why the hell am I feeling this way :(

This is random.

2009-11-25T03:41:00.002+08:00

dulol - dancingunicornlaughingoutloud!

Sony Ericsson w580i

2009-11-25T03:30:00.003+08:00

"i learned that i need a miny mem stick so i disconnected my phone from the computer but the phone still said it was connected
anyway i took out the USB cord and the phone just stayed on a black screen that was semi light like ti was tryin to figure what just happend before it went back to normal
well it did that for to long and since i am inpatient i just took the batterry out
when i put the battery back in and turned on my phone it did not turn on but a red light flashed on by the C button and then flashed again but for less of a time
it does this when i plug it into the computer and when i try to turn it on
when i put it on the charger it doesnt say its charging so i know its not the battery

would love help as soon as possible thanks :/ "

"Sounds like you've killed your phone. "

Nice to know. Yeap, my phone is dead. It is not new or whateves but yeah whaddup with the red light thingy. Gahh, don't tell me i've to buy a new phone, i'm short on cash.
I feel shitty.

2009-11-24T15:00:00.002+08:00

Tag! I'm it

2009-11-23T13:37:00.004+08:00

Zue tagged me.

you've been tagged! write down the list of songs on your playlist and the name of the person that pops up in your mind when you listen to it. tag three people to do this as well!

1. Never knew ; The rocket summer
- My brother, he introduced me to that song lol

2. She makes dirty words sound pretty ; Pierce the veil + Dance Gavin dance.
- Choir last year, somehow.

3. Kristy are you doing okay ; The offspring
- Diyanah, and err lol

4. Fireflies ; Owl City
- Diyanah lagi

5. The bird and the worm ; Owl city
- This random girl, I got this song from her.

6.Wires and The Concept of Breathing - A Skylit Drive
- This not so random guy.

7. Yeahboy and Dollface - Pierce the veil
- The same guy ^

I tag:
whoever.

Hi, meet the old me.

2009-11-22T19:58:00.005+08:00

My brother, my dad, Arwah Pak Zali, Hanan, Mami Nab, Me, Mami Sharifah.

Hehehe comel kan my brother & I dulu.

2004.

How was I supposed to know

2009-11-22T01:01:00.005+08:00

I'm addicted to underoath's I'm content with losing, it's an old song I know, but yeahh. Hehe

.

Okay, today I went to Sunway Pyramid with Zue and Hani, Zue bought a top. Then we headed straight to redbox. Had tons of fun, jyea but really, i am not comfortable singing in front of people, even my besties. but, i managed to overcome that uncomfortableness, a bit. We sang Britney Spear's, Lucky, Oops I Did It Again, and Hit Me Baby One More Time and other songs of course. Honestly, I miss listening to Britney's old songs, *hihi. After Sunway, we wanted to go to lepaQ in Kelana Mall but it was closed. Damnit. Kay, then we walked back home.

...

Then the drama unfolded;

Hani wore a yellow cardigan. When we were walking home, some jackasses in a Wira used a hailer and called out ' Baju kuning! '. We ignored. When we were nearing my house, near the mosque, another asshole in a Kancil called out to us ' Dik, hujan ni taknak tumpang ke? '. We ignored. He. Actually. Followed. Us.
Yes ofc we were scared, we entered the mosque, I panicked a bit. Tried to call my mom, takdapat. My brother. Tak dapat. House phone. Takdapat jugak. The Wira and the Kancil were pretty much going back and forth just to see if we'd run out from the mosque. When the coast was 'clear', with our hearts in our mouth, oh yeah to make things more interesting it was raining heavily, we were soaked. Hah, we ran as fast as we could to my house. Hah, glad to say, I am alive. Alhamdulillah.

Bloody assholes.

Nights.

Meet my boyfriends

2009-11-21T01:53:00.002+08:00

drooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool

Take note,

2009-11-20T16:46:00.003+08:00

Swords, Dragons, And Diet Coke

2009-11-19T16:03:00.010+08:00

Hey, sup bloggers?

I went to OU yesterday, with Zuliana, Izzy, Hani, Syahey, Acap, Izzat, Kimy, Arif, and Bayazid. Ate at a&w, I had mozza burger, damnnn it was goood! Hah okay then we camwhored for a bit. After that , Izzy wanted to go to speedy to buy the Super Junior sorry sorry album if im not mistaken, Zue accompanied her. The boys went to the mosque to do their zohor prayers. So, Hani and I karaoke-d a few songs, four songs to be exact. Then Izzy and Zue joined, then, the boys joined. Had a blaaast, really. We were loud, Im guessing some people were annoyed *but who cares heh heh. Then, all of us, minus (-) bayazid watched 2012. Overall the story was goood, but I didn't like the ending. I'm not going to spoil the ending here, so you guys go and see for yrself. Some of you'll like the ending fr sure, lol okay whateves. After the movie, Izzy and Hani were hungry so we went to Burger King. The boys joined for a while, and off we went to the rooftop but .. It was raining gahh. Im not so good at elaborating stories, that sucks. Read my old post (s), the way i write is so different than how i write now. Sobs.

I'm listening to A Thorn For Every Heart right now, I miss listening to emo / screamo songs. LOL. But yeah, it reminds me of the old times. Did you know that i weighed 50 kg when I was 11 years old? Like this, when I was std 1, I weighed 20 kg, std 2 - 22 kg, std 3 - 30ish kg, std 4 - 40ish kg, std 5 - 50kg. Whoa, I know right, when I was in std 6 i started to lose weight, I was 40 kg. Alhamdulillah. You know, right now, i'm so worried about gaining weight, i mean i dont really enjoy my food 100%, well heeehhee I do, at times. But, I miss when I was a kid, i couldnt care less about gaining weight, i would eat rice at night, eat choc chips and stuff. Fyi, I am not on diet or whatsoever, but i'm cautious of what i eat and stuff. I'm getting sick of that really, but I can't help it. I know most of you guys are like me, we're in our teens, that's a normal thing. How nice if our body works like this, the more we eat the more we lose weight, so we have to watch what we eat so we won't become anorexia. Hee I'm crapping, I'm just bored. Popular is having a sale, yay. Okay hehe bye.

Oh yeah, form 3s, we will be getting our pmr results on the 21st of dec if im not mistaken.

This ain't just pictures,

2009-11-16T16:57:00.008+08:00

Heyy sup bloggers?

It's 5ish pm, and it's raining. I'm going to blog about my class party, which was held on the 11th of Nov, 11/11. Nice riiight? Haha okay.

It was held in Sunway Pyramid. First activity was bowling. Had a ggreaaat time, oh I got a strike once but trust me, I'm nowhere near good, I got the last place out of 30ish people. Omg, so embarrassing I tell you. Ame got first place. Then, we ate at Pizza Hut, Mr Danny came ( class teacher ). Camwhored for a bit. Everybody was so talkative. After that, we went ice skating. Had a race with Arif and Ame, Arif wanted to see me fall. I did fall, once. Hehhe! Then, we did our asar prayers. Najat, Zakwan and Izzat had to go back early. Rabie, Ame, Arif, Acap, Rahmat, Najman, Safika and I stayed and we watched Jennifer's body. The story's okay, not THAT terrifying. I bet the boys enjoyed it tho, Megan Fox, hello? Haha i still can't believe that she's a dude, part of me still thinks that she was born female. Whateves, as long as she's rich and happy who cares. Then my dad picked us up ( Safika Rabie & me ). Had a great great day, Imma miss you people of 3Jujur. Next year will be a different story. Different class, and most of you guys are going to asrama. Sheeez, imma let the pictures do the talking now.

The 3 Jujurians [ some missing]Meet NajatMeet Ame and RabieMeet IlyasMeet Mr Danny! :D
Meet Jayaram! Ha ha ha ?Aidila, Safika, Shahirah. Syiidah, Najat, Abie.Rabie.

Oh and Imma miss you Aidila, she's moving to.. YaAllah lupa all of a sudden ._. (!)
But yeaa no more twinny kan, sheez.

Meet Ahren,

2009-11-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

♥

The dead crow

2009-11-13T00:22:00.008+08:00

Hi sup bloggers.

Zue : blog you macam tak hidup je

& i've to agree with Zue, hah. I've been really lazy lately, to blog, in detail [ like you care ]. So okay, today I went to Klcc with Zue, Hani, and Izzy ( Najat & Rabie couldn't make it hm ) to celebrate Izzy's birthday ; belated birthday i mean, her birthday was on the 8th of November. My dad sent us to the LRT station and we arrived at around 12ish? We ate at sushi king, and we went to this book shop, I forgot what its called. Guess what! guess what! guess whatttt!, We bumped into A Samad Said! His poem was in our pmr, how cool is that! *excited mode*. Took a picture with him, I was happy to meet him to tell you the truth, hah. After that, we met up with Ame while he was on break for approximately 30 minutes. Then we wanted to go to Petroscience, that was pretty much why we went to klcc in the first place, but the queue was oh so long, so we decided to watch a movie instead, the queue was long too. Soo we end up just walking around, but I had a great time. Then, they came back to my place, Hani Zue Izzy danced, Hani Zue played the guitar. Damn, one day i'll be able to play guitar like them, you'll see, hah i'm slowly learning.

fcuk, I look fat but whateves.

I'll post about yesterday tomorrow, the best class party for sure ♥
OH and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATIN!

This year, we seldom hang, we seldom talk like we did last year, but no one can ever replace / be you, your craziness and stuff, make sure we stay in touch and close til like, forever.
Remember in 07, at Sunway Lagoon, we promised that we'd be bestfriendsforever? Jake and Luke, cough * . Let's keep that promise, oh and may your wishes come true, mhm mhm shinee mhm mhm cough*. Pmr has ended, and what's stopping us to hang like we used to right?

Yours truly ;
Adylol

Life Is a Perception of Your Own Reality

2009-11-10T12:49:00.003+08:00

My english sucks, I feel depressed. I want to change my layout, my header atleast, but im not good at editing. I need to get creative, but my brain ain't functioning properly. I feel like doing something useful, but I just don't know what. I want to know bombastic words, and how to use em' properly. I want to improve my malay too, my english ain't good but I think my BM is worst. I'm sleepy, lack of sleep. I think i've to make a new msn account, fcuk that. I've been listening to PATD a lot nowadays, I want to see them live again. I need new shoes, i mean, really. I need to shop, but I'm kinda broke. Eh no, not really, cerewet lah nak beli barang now. Ooooh and I feel lifeless. Class party tomorrow and I have no shoes yay!

Okay, I'll shutup now. Bye!

Quite accurate, hah

2009-11-07T00:19:00.002+08:00

For Adilah Romli who birth on month July below are their affection analysis :

- Fun to be with
- Secretive
- Difficult to fathom and to be understood
- Quiet unless excited or tensed
- Takes pride in oneself
- Has reputation
- Easily consoled
- Honest
- Concern about people´s feelings
- Tactful
- Friendly
- Approachable
- Very emotional
- Temperamental and unpredictable

Aha, gotta do something

2009-11-06T23:05:00.003+08:00

I'm looking for a job and no, lying about my age is not an option.
Mhmhmm any ideas?

First - timer

2009-11-05T01:24:00.004+08:00

Hey, sup?

My school had a cake icing competition, I took part, teamed up with Ilyas. I don't have Ilyas's cake picture, but his cake was reallllyyy cute (thumbs up!)

My cake :

Eee okay, this is captured by a 2mp phone, my memory card reader hates me and doesnt want to detect my digicam's mmry card ( wayy better quality, so the icing would look more er bright? )

We got 3rd place, out of 10. Not bad, didn't expect it tho since I was blank and what I did was pretty much randomly popped in my brain, Najat helped me too so thanks!

Ohyeah,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ILYAS!

2009-11-02T16:01:00.001+08:00

" For those who yearn for more, there will also be a meet-the-fans session at the main entrance of the Pavillion
at 11.30am on Saturday. So, drop by early to see them face to face."

Can I curse? I didnt freaking know :'((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
@#$%#$%^&(#$_)^%$#$%&*)^%@#$*((&^%%!!!!!

Dirty Little , say it Bitcheeeesssss

2009-11-02T01:55:00.005+08:00

Yes, TAAR was awesome. I mean, bloodyhell awesome. Tyson is so sexy, with his sexy voice and cracked up head (haha). Hah, really. Yesterday was superb. Nick Wheeler too, with his v innocent face. Hah I want to meet you guys face to face and hug you guys so badly. I was so bloody excited for the meet and greet session, then the security guard (?) whateves asked for the pass. OM%$^&Y*UO!!!@#$!!!. But anyways. Yes, I had one hell of a night. Tyson rubbed his towel on his hahahahinsertthethinghere, and threw it to his fans (including me? ) ALMOST GOT IT, if only he threw harder grrrr. Tyson gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hihi habis la dah gila tyson. Ohyeah, He was there. I don't think I'll ever see him again tho. Bummer. Baca la post pasal worldstage, then youll know who :)

P/S : Pictures will be uploaded soon? Hahha xx

:)

2009-10-30T17:33:00.004+08:00

Maybe I should.

2009-10-28T02:37:00.002+08:00

Stand tall, Fight them all

2009-10-26T03:01:00.005+08:00

Hey, sup bloggers?

It's 3am, and I'm sleepy, but too lazy to sleep ( lol? ). I'm upstairs, onlining ++ watching tv. Yep, freedom feels good alright. It's good to feel lifeless like this. You don't have to worry about not studying the whole day. Oh and the dark side, boohoo SPM is like real sooon. Dum dum dum, goodluck in advance SPM candidates!

Zue has gone to london for two weeks. I miss her alreadyyyy. Tomorrow's a school day, but I'm not going. My finger hurts. I'm crapping bcs really, I don't know what to talk about. This is my blog, i'm allowed to let out my feelings here right? Heh but I'm not going to do that. My feelings are private. Take note : I like keeping things to myself. (Like you care) Hee, Ohyeah! Taar is in 5 days. OMG, 5? I got the tickets, i think i'm going but but transport, and most of my friends aren't going. Mygod, I need to find someone to accompany me. Lol I am actually freaking out. Hah, okay InsyaAllah i'll find someone to go with me. I am not going to miss TAAR, no way man. Tyson! Nick! Others!I sound like a total loser. Hah, I'll post something interesting soon, promise. ( Again, like you care? )

Blow your candles ( ||| )

2009-10-25T18:03:00.002+08:00

Birthdayy girllllll.

Happy Birthday Najatur Raihan!
You know I love you,
Have a blast on your birthday.

♥♥♥♥♥

Give Me Attention, Give me some time

2009-10-24T12:28:00.002+08:00

I Just don't understand. Why?

2009-10-23T21:42:00.001+08:00

Thumbs up! (y)(y)

Mhmm, what's next? Prolly Private series or Twilight.
Don't laugh, I know, ketinggalan zaman right? hahha later :)

Go and view the mirror inside your room.

2009-10-20T16:47:00.004+08:00

Jum Reap Sour, goedendag, bonjour, おはよう　ございます.

In this world we inhabit, hatred is everywhere. You, yourself can't deny that. Everywhere we go, there will be people who back stabs, two- faced bitches. We can't runaway from that. You just have to do what's right. Ignore them, don't you fight back. That will just make you look stupid, Okay. Not stupid, but that shows that you are just like them. I hate misunderstandings, I hate it when friends fight over unnecessary things, I hate it when people judge other people so easily, I hate it when people think they're so good in everything, Whaddya call that? Oh yeah " perasan hot " " bajet bagus". You people need to get a life. Maybe, you do have everything, Money, looks, and all that shit. So? I know this sounds so yuck, effing cheesy or whateves, in the end of the day, it's the inside that counts. When you die, people don't go and say " oh what a pity, she was one hot chick" That's just plain pathetic kan? Don't get me wrong, i'm not pointing fingers at anyone. This is just how I feel right now. & yeah I don't usually write this kind of stuff, but this is called PMS, hey?

Why can't we all just have peace?
I know that I'm not as innocent as a newborn baby,but you get my point
Heh, later.

Zaman Paleotik,

2009-10-19T13:22:00.002+08:00

FTW hahahhahahahahaa

Pump your heart, It's drying up

2009-10-19T02:52:00.005+08:00

It's almost 3 am, I'm sleepy but I just don't want to go to bed yet. Weird, hey?
I'm bored. Should I watch tv? Hmm Should I? Okay I should.
Prolly going to Nuha's open house tomorrow.
See the tittle? It has got nothing to do with this post

Friends, let's have a sleepover or something?
hah, my blog is getting boriiiing.

Peace out.

Raya is still in,

2009-10-18T11:21:00.005+08:00

Heyhoo sup bloggers ?

I went to 3 open houses yesterday, Fatin's ; Izzati's, and Aleen's [ cousin ].

Fatin's house : It's been a while since i hanged w her, I miss her I really do. So okayyyyyy, went to Safika's house at first, then her sister drove us to Fatin's house. I couldn't recognize her house at first, so diff! Lol okay moving on, we, as in the friends, ate macaroni lasagna and spaghetti, and homemade cookies, best homemade cookies ever :B After that, went to Fatin's room. I adore her room :O It was baby pink, and one side of the wall is painted with sky blue polkadots. Took pictures, mm laughed , and played taken & guitar hero on ps2. I haven't played guitar hero for quite some time. & daymn boy, i suck at it now, har har. The best part issss, when we were taking pictures, all of us sat on Fatin's sister's bed. Then .. bang!* the mattress fell, I was like uh ow watefek, they literally laughed looking at my expression. So yeah conclusion ; It was (Y)(Y)

Andd dadidadadia, we walked to Izzati's house.

Izzati's house : There were loads of food, mee carbonara? Fried macaroni, brownies and etc. So yummy :B.
Hahhah. Took pictures and etc. Had fun :)

Peace out bloggers,

Long enough,

2009-10-15T23:54:00.003+08:00

Finally.
& let's keep it this way.

Dont judge the looks by the voice?

2009-10-15T03:02:00.007+08:00

lol
Wanna hear something funny? Well, funny to me at least.

Yeah I've heard of Justin Bieber on radio. Somehow on my mind, he is big sized and has a baby face.
Like the mm the big sized kids who dresses up wearing big big hoodies and baggy pants and all. Trying to pull of the look, and I thought he was thirteen years old.

I was on my youtube mood, and pop (!), his name appeared in my head sooo yeah.
Turned out that he is my age, not bad looking, not my type tho but I like his hair. Err yeah, the point is, different on what Ive imagined.
Hahahaha

Not the first time tho, when I first heard sean kingston on radio, I thought he was skinny and had dreadlocks. Like lil wayne ish? LOL

Whateves
Im sleepy, later.

You can't see it, but you can definately feel it

2009-10-14T03:29:00.005+08:00

It feels goood. Sweet freedom is finally here. Hah, when the teacher said ' 10 minit lagi ', I grinned and stretched my lips out? HAHA okay that sounds so wrong, so so wrong. Anyways,

Went to Sunway today at around 11.30ish with the close friends, four of us ate tokoyaki then later went ice-skating, It has been ages since I last ice skate, but I didn't fall at all yay me and Zue. Hahhaaa, Had fun but I wish we couldve stayed longer. Then later met up with the boys, went to lepaq and all. Then we camwhored for a bit ; infront of my house.

Yeahh, overall I had a good day.
Mhmm, 2 months, 2 months

Laterz!

2009-10-07T19:24:00.009+08:00

BAHASA MALAYSIA
PENDIDIKAN ISLAM
SCIENCE
ENGLISH
GEOGRAFI
MATHS
SEJARAH
KEMAHIRAN HIDUP

Yuckyeahhh! Finally ♥

My aunt called,

2009-10-06T12:25:00.007+08:00

& said I should rest and throw away all my books today.
I should, but I'm not ready for agama nor bm.
So no, I can't do that. Har har nice .

PMR IS TOMORROW YAYYYYYYYY

Hahahahaha bye.
* psst, goodluck pmr candidates, me too, I need all the luck i can get.
:) :/ :( :'( ;s

Good news pmr candidates,

2009-10-03T18:46:00.001+08:00

http://ximplixity.com/2009/10/all-american-rejects-aar-malaysia-concert-postponed/

click!

:)))))))))))))))))))))))))
:D :D ;D :D :D ;D

Take a deep breath,

2009-10-03T09:35:00.005+08:00

Hi, sup?

PMR is in 4 days, exactly 4 days. Wish me luck, and yes I mean it.
I 'm not ready.
& I really hope that I won't get a panic attack.

Look at the brightside ay? Freedom awaits. 11 days to go.
I can't wait to go online 24/7 without feeling guilty, I can't wait to get enough sleep, I can't wait to have a movie marathon by myself, I can't wait to have a sleepless night, I can't wait to go out almost everyday, I can't wait to get a job, I can't wait to spend my raya money, I can't wait to make over my room, I reaalllyy can't wait to buy a guitar and learn how to play guitar. Zue, remember be my teacher and have patience with me hihi.

I don't think I'll post anything till the 13th of Oct.
Again, wish me luck! Or pray that I can do my papers smoothly.
& yeah good luck to all pmr candidates too.

Oh yeah I'll update about raya AFTER this bloody exam.

Ohhhh , did I tell you guys that I got the ticket for TAAR live in malaysia?
Hahahahahahahahahahahahhaa as if i'm going (?),
TYSON ! :,((((
Btw, thanks abg for getting me the ticket.
Let's just hope that that will be a thunderstorm so that they have to postpone it or something
Okay,

Toodles xx

You don't really have a choice,

2009-09-22T01:18:00.003+08:00

I just did soalan ramalan science set three, without referring to any books.

And I sucked, big time.

Damn man, PMR is in two weeks, yes exactly TWO FRIKKIN WEEKS,
and hell I'm not ready.
Gulp :'/

Anyways;

Ill update about raya la'er.

Don't forget, just forgive

2009-09-20T03:13:00.004+08:00

Hey, sup bloggers?

Time flies in a flash.
Pmr is oh real soon, as in reaaaaaaal soon.
It's freaking me out.

BUT,

Now the main thing is Hari Raya.

So, I want to wish Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf zahir dan batin.
Sorry if I had done or said anything wrong,
May you guys have a wonderful time, & just yeah, enjoyy.

Love, Adilah

Alhamdulillah,

2009-09-14T00:49:00.009+08:00

Dum Dum Dum, sup bloggers?

Snoopdog has converted to Islam,

So has Ice Cube,

OH &

Busta rhymes tooooooo :o
Now, that's big.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/entertainment/7918383.stm\

And did you know that T-pain, was born a Muslim? Akon too. Ive no idea if they still are tho. They sure don't act like one. Lol.
Or maybe I'm just outdated, this is old news? heh who cares.

Lolkbye.

So close, yet so far

2009-09-09T18:51:00.003+08:00

to freedom.
Yes, 30ish days more to freeedom, and I seriously can't wait.
I've so many plans after PMFR.

But! ..

The main thing is,
PMFR is like real soon, I mean REAL SOON. Less than one month. Hah, I got all my trials results. Alhamdulillah, No Ds/ Fails at all, but (!) Still not enough, I mean really. If i get the same results for my pmr, I'd cry. Really. Sooooo yeah, pretty much away. Can't go out with friends or yadadada for the time being. Yes, V nice lah.

Kbye, See you when PMFFR ends.

p/s : I hate you PMFR, I reallly do.

Blow your candles ( || )

2009-09-08T12:33:00.006+08:00

Sorry I couldn't come today to school to celebrate,
But, you know you are not forgotten, and I'll make it up to you.
May you enjoy yr day today, forget about PMR for half of a day, and just enjoy okay?
I love you bestie :)

&

3rd of September,

Sorry for the late post ( but I wished you earlier righttt hihi )
I love you too, bestie :)

-

2009-09-05T13:19:00.002+08:00

I don't get you guys, really.
What did they, we ever do to you?

Oh yeah whatevs, I've other things to worry about.